Clubless Nights!!

2012 hearing from Faith 9th entry

Past few days was lazy and crazy!!

On Monday, I was feeling so sian to go to school, ended up i was late!!! I reach town at 7.20pm and decided to walk walk window shopping, at about 8pm then reach Kaplan, waited for my class to have break, sign my attendance and went to meet Angel and Xinyi..

The 3 of us is like 花痴 liddat!! Who night looking at the phone, thinking why she never reply, why she online and still never reply, or wen she finally reply, we go crazy!!! And after that wen she stop reply, we are so depressed.. ahahahaha..

We had dinner at Coffee Club and den head to Cine Kbox meet another Angeline to sing k.. Instead of the $10 per person and sing for 3hrs.. Ended up we go for $139net, 4 of us can sing for 6+hrs until 6am and a bottle of Martell!! So cheap rite?? Ended up i was drink at 4+am, puke until i can die and cab home.. Abit moody cuz of 花痴..

On Tuesday, i woke up at 11+ and puke again.. OMG, feel like shit!! After wen back to sleep until 3+pm.. Was so nua and everything.. Angel and Xinyi decided to go gym and swim becuz of their 'her'!! I got no mood and still hangover, so nvr go sch again and wen to meet them to go swim at SK and den eat dinner and walk to HPlaza to play L4D until morning and took bus home!! Crazy..

I'm so messed up now!!

2012 hearing from Faith 8th entry

"If you meet someone who is deep, mysterious and magnetically attractive they are probably a #Scorpio!!"

OMG, just 2-3days passed, now i don't know what to do.. Things happened so fast that i don't know how to choose?? I don't want to regret again!! I've made the wrong choice once, i don't want to make the same mistake again!!

But i know i feel differently already.. What shd i do?

I'm feeling so bastard now lar!! I don't want to hurt anyone also!!

Now i don't to look forward to the Phuket trip anot sia!!

OMG, headache!!! FML

If i get to know u the day i met you, mayb next day i wun ask for another 2week, den there wun be this Phuket trip!! It's all about TIMING!! I'm so screwed now!!! FUCK!!

Now i have to choose, i don't even know wat i myself want now la!! CB!!!

One is so emotional, insecure, sensitive, romantic, u will just want to protect her and make her happy! But she always push me away and i'm affected and don't know i can hang on for how long more..

The other one is idk, just one word ATTRACTIVE, i don't mean the looks, but her charactoristic!! It just tell me that i muz get to know her more.. I definiately have a big crush one her!!

OMG!!!!

Am i thinking too much or what??

2012 hearing from Faith 7th entry

Since she gave me this second chance, things are goin well so far.. We have been so happy and excited this few days..

But suddenly, the feeling seems unreal!! Or is it too REAL?? I don't know how to discribe the feeling.. Sigh.. Is it that i'm thinking too much?? She never ever tells me how she feel, I can't seems to know what she's thinking!! Hate that feeling.. Haix..

At first she wanted to end everything, i ask for another 2weeks, just to try again or just let me be stubborn! And now, suddenly she's giving me so much more!! I shd be happy!! I am!! But i also got so many question marks..

Is it because i finally touch her heart, or after my b'dae she will be gone again!!

I think i'm scared!!

Okay, i should stop thinking so much, as i always, happy jiu hao!! The more i expect something, ended up i might be disappointed.. So just be HAPPY right now with what i have.. Enjoy all the time i have with you and have more good memories with YOU!

不在乎天长地久， 只在乎曾经拥有！

Crazy things i do!!!

2012 hearing from Faith 6th entry
"#Cancer and #Virgo are goal-orientaed and disciplined. They are sincere and devoted to one another and share a strong sense of purpose."
Cheryl showed me the place & I ONs her to go!!
On Sunday, was looking at the pictures of a Phuket resort.. OMG it's so beautiful!! They even have a private infinity pool or jacuzzi in the room itself!! Picture below..

The moment i reach home, I book the air ticket immediately!! This is crazy!! Haha..
To make sure she dun change her mind, i book st8 away!!
On Monday, have decided to go for 2 resorts.. Serenity Resort (above) & Malisa Villa Suites (below).. Cuz the other one looks damn good also..

Both looks so beautiful, tell me how to choose? So I have a go Malisa Villa Suite for the first 2days and den change to Serenity Resort for the 3rd & 4th day..
We are so excited about the trip!! Can't wait to go there!!
Cool right?? It's like a once in a life time must go kinda place!! Can't wait for September to come now!!!

To: YOU!!

2012 hearing from Faith 5th entry
Cheryl Chan
You are all that I want and can ask for.

You are the one and only.

You are the one I want to LOVE so much.

You are the one that I care so much about.

Your feeling is the most important to me.

You happiness is all I want to give you.

You sad or angry, I want to be by your side and make u smile again.

Your success and excitement, I want to share you joy with you.

You scare or fear, I will be there to protect you.

You need someone, I will be there.

You want to talk, I will be your listening ear.

You want something, I will do anything I can to give you.

I will be honest and faithful to you.

I want to love you with all my heart and take care of you like a Princess.

I will try my best to keep surprising you and keep the fire burning.

I will hug you tight.

I will cuddle you to sleep.

I will hold ur hand and never let go.

I miss you so much!!!
My gut feeling tells me u have feeling for me. But issit dat u r really insecure & emo or is my gut feeling wrong? Sigh.. I really duno wat else i can do le.. Arrrgghhh!!

Love, Faith Dante Soong

I MISS YOU!!

2012 hearing from Faith 4th entry

OMG, i can seriously miss you 24/7 as long as u are not by my side.. How???

We are like so near yet so far now.. :( You are at AMK Hub and I'm at AMK station, we are just a traffic light away.. But you are with ur friend, i don't want to interrupt.. But i just want to see you so badly, even for just 5mins..

Been sitting here for an hour le.. Will i get to see you or not? I also duno..

I don't want to stress you, so not going to let you know that i'm here unless you ask.. Let's see our fate!!

The Dark Knight Rises!!!

2012 hearing from Faith 3rd entry

Today was the first time i feel date we are really dating! For the past few weeks, everytime we meet, somehow ended up in a group.. I dun mean that it wasn't fun, but wit ppl around, i'm afraid dat u dun like if i'm too close to you..
Why u emo? Issit bcuz of me? Did i do something wrong?
Batman was that bad after all.. And i enjoyed my 3hrs wit you, holding ur hand and you laying on my shoulder was the best thing for me.. I feel more sweet den the popcorn.. Lolx..
But why the day muz end dat way? All sweet things come to an end?
And now, i'm missing you so much!! Got sch for the next 3nites, omg, like wen will i see you again!! :(
Hope things will be fine tmr! I duno how long i can stay strong!! BUT I WILL!!!!

7 April 2012, A day that changes my life!!

2012 hearing from Faith 2nd entry

Sometime things are so funny, something happens so that something else will happen.. Issit true that when God closes one door, he opens up another for us?? One dat is even better??

Now my mind everyday is all about you. You might not know, but it' true.

#Cancer might have a difficult time opening up to others, but once they're sure they can trust, they let it all out.

I will try my best and whatever it takes to show you how much i like you and care abt you.. I wan you to feel secure, comfortable and most importantly feel loved!!
And i love you!!
I know it's not easy for you to open up to me, and to trust me, i will use my action to prove to you.. U need time, i will give you all the time u need.. I will be there for you whenever u need me..
It wun be easy for me oso, but i will stay strong!!

Princess & Pig!!

2012 hearing from Faith 1st entry

My feeling now, i also don't know how to describe. Everything happened so fast, seems like dying down fast also!!

When i first know you, you give me such a confortable feeling having you around. Very fast we became good friends. We meet up, we hang out, we text. People scold me, clubing still text!! People say i crazy, keep smiling and laughing at my phone.

I know my feeling for you is more than a normal friend le. But i'm not ready, i just got out from one drama, why get myself into another one so fast? And i also don't want to hurt you, since i'm not ready. But texting you, you are so emo, you keep emphasizing that nobody ever want to be more than friends with you. Seeing you so emo, my heart was so pain. You are constantly affecting my emotions too!!

Finally we told each other that we are interested with each other.. I am so happy that 2-3days, SUPER HAPPY, never had such a feeling for very long le. You asked "is it weird wanting to be with that someone the moment they leave?" I can tell you, it's not weird at all!! Cause i felt the same way as you do!! Just when i thought i was living in heaven for a couple of days, things change?

Why can your feeling change so fast? For one day, you can miss me so much, another day, you can tell me that you didn't like me that much actually!! From heaven, i fell hard right into HELL!! And i must stay strong, i told you i will give you time, i will wait, i will fight for you, i will be there for you.

I'm not giving up yet!! I'm just very tired and don't know what you are thinking, but i will wait.. And i just don't know what to do now. Even your b'dae plans also all fail liao, feel so useless, so depress.. SIGH!!

#missyoudieme!!

A New Begining??

2011 hearing from Faith 1st entry

It's been so long since i last blog..
My life has change so much..
Finally got myself a full-time job..
Has a gf, goin 8months in another few more day..
It's time i need to plan for my future, save some money..
I still love hanging out wit my old fren juz not so often..

Anyway, April Fool juz pass.. I realise there are alot of things dat i can't forget.. I didn't realise dat i can still rmb every bits of it so detailed until 1st April itself.. But life goes on..