3 LONG WEEKS! ! ! ! !

I'm so tired this few days.. And i'm falling sick.. I have been down at Rab Bar almost everyday for the past 3weeks, atlease 5 or 6days each week, and stay until it close, and some time will even go for supper or to another pub..

I totally Althought it's oni 3wks but it's enough for me to fall in love wit Lynn, things happen & now dat i guess it's time for me to let go.. She's the one who says that she is fine wit guy or gal as long as there is feeling.. She say she like me first, she scare i dun go Rab Bar anymore, she told ppl she got feeling for me, she hug and kiss me, she let me hug her, she feed me... haiz wat is up in her mind???? wat is she thinking..

Especially for last week was worst, the earliest time i slept was at 5am.. And i have been talking alot on the phone, many many hours.. One of the day i even talk from 3.45 to 5.30am, i think i'm goin crazy le... And I'm going to be so so dead when my bill comes.. My mum will sure kill me... DIE!!!

Has been talking to Joey alot alot.. But mostly is abt Lynn.. I still duno y Joey chose to help me, but reli thanks.. Not oni i'm confuse but Joey oso, both of us dunno wat Lynn is thinking and doin anymore.. Is Lynn jealous or envy?? Now that she told me that she is st8 & she got bf dat i noe all along & oso got feelg for some other ppl eg. Mark or even got new target... Den y she jealous/envy wen i'm close to Joey??

And i know that i have been very down and sad over something but i really want to thank my bro(s) and sis(s) that are there for me and accompany me.. Timothy, Wei Jia, Nick, Ben, Brian, Keon, Alan, Ivan, Evelyn, Joey, Christina, Justina..

And i wil nvr forget how much i smoke & drink & get drunk & vomit 4 times.. Wat i'm i doin?? Wat i'm i putting myself into?? Haiz.. I would in a way rather she make up her mind & tell me wat she wans lor.. Be it as she dun like me at all..... hmm, I'm willing to wait if she tells me dat i got chance or even beta if she say to need to settle wit her bf and those who like she.. Rather den now tell me sumtg & doin another...

Haiya, time to wake up and get back to work ah....

Lynn and me.. she's so cute, sweet and at time fierce sia..

me, Lynn(RB), Crystal(EY) & Joey(RB)

Alan(EY) & me

Timothy (EY), Keon (EY), Alan(EY) and Wei Jia(EY)

Evelyn(EY), Crystal(EY), Jessie(EY) & me

Timothy(EY), me, Crystal(EY) & Lilian(EY)

Timothy(EY) & me

And thanks to Timothy, took it when i'm still drunk...

Eeyore cute rite.. and i tink the spec i'm wearing is reli cool.. i chose it one lor.. :p

SC Chalet ! ! !

WTF!!!!!!! FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

I totally dun noe wat to say... OK..

I'm missing her so so much..

I juz got back frm a SC chalet & sch.. & after sending Bridget home..

She said dat I am 1 of her best fren @ this moment.. (With 3 others, 1 dat likes her & 1 dat she found him CUTE)

HAPI, HIGH, SAD, LOSS, PISS, EMO, was all my feeling..

Everybody found her HOT.. She's like THE topic for the boys.. And most of dem noe dat i'm having a BIG CRUSH over her..

And so many thingssssssssssss happen until i lost count of it in juz 3daes...

I got a, few sec, kiss on my right cheek by HER!!! ( although it was a true or DARE, but she was given choices to kiss sum1 else)

We are all having fun, enjoying ourselves and disturbing each others.. Especially the guys are crazy...

She oso told me dat she ever like gals & even tot of being Butch.. (it's a girl sch thing lar huh)

Spoke to alot of dem, found out alot of interesting things..

And everytime wen she was shy or sumtg, she will hide behind me, holding my arm & dancing while leaning on me.. GOODNESS!! I'm so can't take it anymore..

At the chalet, we play, walk to e beach, chat, eat, drink, sleep.. & smoke..

AND, and I, until now, still came believe dat she jump onto me and hug me for few mins in bed.. Dat's... arrhhh... WHAT THE FUCK!!!

I will never ever forget this.. chalet dat we had..

And the Strawberry flavoured Lollipop..

Hmm, my love for you will always be there..

Be Be Your Love

Artist : Rachael Yamagata

Verse 1

If I could take you away

Pretend I was queen

What would you say

Would you think I'm unreal

'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel

Chorus

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Want to be your everything

Everything...

Verse 2

Everything's falling, and I am included in that

Oh, how I try to be just okay

Yeah, but all I ever really wanted

Was a little piece of you

Chorus

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Bridge

Everything will be alright If you just stay the night

Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away

Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away

Chorus

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Chorus

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Last Line

I want to be your love, love, love

Result(S)

Finally done with ITE...

Nitec in Service Skills (Office)

1st Term

Office Computing - A

Office Organisation - A

Effective Communication - A

Elementary Book-Keeping - A

Thinking Skills - S

Personal & Interpersonal Effectiveness - S

2nd Term

Business Software Applications - A

Office Procedures - A

Effective Writing - B

Book-Keeping - A

Customer Care/Service - S

Career Development & Planning - S

GPA 3.875

Higher Nitec in Accounting

1st Term

Office Applications - -

Business Fundamentals - A

Accounting Fundamentals A

2nd Term

Business Communication - B

Intermediate Accounting - A

Business Statistics - A

3rd Term

Costing - B

Advanced Accounting I - A

Personal Taxation - B

4th Term

Auditing - B

Advanced Accounting II - A

GPA 3.586

And i'm now offered by Temasek Polytechnic - Hospitality and Tourism Management.. But it's reli not my cup of tea.. There were 5 choices.. I put 1st to 4th all Accountancy, Accountancy & Finance, Accounting & Finance from, TP, NP, NYP & SP... Y muz i get into my 5th choice... Arh...... All sch dun wan me for Accounts, why????? It's not fun at all lor... Headache... How??

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April fool...

My father is finally home today since he got stroke on the first day of Chinese New Year, 7 Feb, due to a blood vessel burst in his right brain..

And for the past few days, was juz packing and cleaning my room..

da'ts my com, i sat there many many hours....

dat's where all my thgs are...

and now my bed...

and my wardrobe..

So yea, dat's my room.. So green, white and black huh... I like...

Am so so reli damn bored... Arhh..

And Riverz had a gathering @ Grapevine at 8pm.. I got up the bus and saw Shaon and he's meeting Eunice first den we went there together.. So pple who came were Sujeeta, Kristen, Lydia, Eunice, Marilyn, Ruo Ling, Bernard, Elisha, Shaon and me.. We oso celebrated Shaon's, Kristen's & Lydia's b'dae together.. But the funniest thing is dat Eunice forgotten and askes Lydia to buy the cake, how smart huh... We left ard 10+pm.. It's afterall a great gathering...

Lydia and me..

Love Crucified Arose

Its' Easter Sunday again...

And this is a performance by Riverz

@ GTC (Glad Tidings Church)

1st Service

2nd Service

My LAST SC camp..

It's my last SC camp le... So fast, i'm done with ITE, 3 years juz passed like dat.. For this camp, Camp incharge is the 17th Exco.. And the 16th are juz the mentor...

In my group, we called ourselves "Fingers"

And here's our cheer

" Meet the Fingers,

Har,

Don't mess with us, cause,

We, will win the war, (X3)

One more time, cause,

We, will win the war. (X3)"

Ruziana, Farhana, Amy, Faith, Alvin, Aik Keong, Zul And in the camp, oso get to know a group of probation eapecially the 6 of dem from TPC...

Bridget & me!!

She is so so cute.....

And the others in the camp..

I would say dat the camp was great and enjoyable... Great job to the 17th Exco.. With the limited time to come up with this wonderful camp...

'Seasons Of Love' in 'Rent'

Artist : Jonathan Larson

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Six Hundred Minutes

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Moments so dear

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Six Hundred Minutes

How Do You Measure

Measure A Year?

In Daylights

In Sunsets

In Midnights

In Cups Of Coffee

In Inches

In Miles

In Laughter

In Strife

In Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Six Hundred Minutes

How Do You Measure

A Year In The Life?

How About Love? (X3)

Measure In Love

Seasons of Love.(X2)

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Six Hundred Minutes

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Journeys To Plan

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand

Six Hundred Minutes

How Do You Measure The Life

Of A Woman Or A Man

In Truths That She Learned

Or In Times That He Cried

In Bridges He Burned

Or The Way That She Died

It's Time Now

To Sing Out

Though The Story Never Ends

Let's Celebrate Remember A Year

In The Life Of Friends

Remember the Love (X3)

Measure In Love

(Oh you got to you got to remember the love,)

(You know that love is a gift from up above)

(Share love, give love, spread love)

(Measure, measure your life in love.)

Seasons Of Love(2x)

UNhapi chinese new year!!!

Haiz...... I'm in bad mood, mood swing, moody, emo..... aaarrrrhhhhh...... I'm hating it more and more.. I really hate it wen people keep thgs from me... I mean if u dun't wan to tell me, den u shdn't even start.. I'm the youngest in the group, but oso Bern and RL is oni one year older.. And i'm always like the one dat is not allowed to noe anytg.. Wat's the point of asking me out, mtg up everytime when all of dem wans to talk abt sumtg dat dun wan to let me noe.. I felt like an idiot sitting there.. Wat's the point, making my life more difficult... ~FUCK!!!~ Hmmmm....

Wing Man is back... (for a week)

I felt so suck 2dae...

I realise wat i hate most is not wen pple betray me, which i do hates dem who betray me.. But I hate it moz wen i felt left out wit my group of good fren especially, mayb bcuz i'm still young to dem....

Last time wen i was like 15, 16 years old, i always were ask to go home which they were still out.. So i tot by 17, 18 years old, i might feel beta.. Wen i finally reach 17, 18 years old, they were goin clubbing and talking all about it without me, or i should say, not letting me know... So finally i'm 19, 20 years old.. They still seems to not talk abt certain things wen i'm around or they will speak into each other ear.... Haiz..... I'm not blaming anyone, i juz dun like the feeling... Sori...