I'm so tired this few days.. And i'm falling sick.. I have been down at Rab Bar almost everyday for the past 3weeks, atlease 5 or 6days each week, and stay until it close, and some time will even go for supper or to another pub..
I totally Althought it's oni 3wks but it's enough for me to fall in love wit Lynn, things happen & now dat i guess it's time for me to let go.. She's the one who says that she is fine wit guy or gal as long as there is feeling.. She say she like me first, she scare i dun go Rab Bar anymore, she told ppl she got feeling for me, she hug and kiss me, she let me hug her, she feed me... haiz wat is up in her mind???? wat is she thinking..
Especially for last week was worst, the earliest time i slept was at 5am.. And i have been talking alot on the phone, many many hours.. One of the day i even talk from 3.45 to 5.30am, i think i'm goin crazy le... And I'm going to be so so dead when my bill comes.. My mum will sure kill me... DIE!!!
Has been talking to Joey alot alot.. But mostly is abt Lynn.. I still duno y Joey chose to help me, but reli thanks.. Not oni i'm confuse but Joey oso, both of us dunno wat Lynn is thinking and doin anymore.. Is Lynn jealous or envy?? Now that she told me that she is st8 & she got bf dat i noe all along & oso got feelg for some other ppl eg. Mark or even got new target... Den y she jealous/envy wen i'm close to Joey??
And i know that i have been very down and sad over something but i really want to thank my bro(s) and sis(s) that are there for me and accompany me.. Timothy, Wei Jia, Nick, Ben, Brian, Keon, Alan, Ivan, Evelyn, Joey, Christina, Justina..
And i wil nvr forget how much i smoke & drink & get drunk & vomit 4 times.. Wat i'm i doin?? Wat i'm i putting myself into?? Haiz.. I would in a way rather she make up her mind & tell me wat she wans lor.. Be it as she dun like me at all..... hmm, I'm willing to wait if she tells me dat i got chance or even beta if she say to need to settle wit her bf and those who like she.. Rather den now tell me sumtg & doin another...
Haiya, time to wake up and get back to work ah....
Lynn and me.. she's so cute, sweet and at time fierce sia..
Alan(EY) & me
Timothy (EY), Keon (EY), Alan(EY) and Wei Jia(EY)
Evelyn(EY), Crystal(EY), Jessie(EY) & me 
Timothy(EY), me, Crystal(EY) & Lilian(EY)
Timothy(EY) & me
And thanks to Timothy, took it when i'm still drunk...
Eeyore cute rite.. and i tink the spec i'm wearing is reli cool.. i chose it one lor.. :p
