Drinking, Clubbing & Pubbing again..

2009 hearing from Faith 2nd entry

放不下就是放不下

2dae is her last day @ Millions.. Start from Mon, she wil b starting her day job at Banquet.. While on the way to DragonFly on Pual's car wit Audrey, we 2 were sitting behind... She hold my hand twice.. But both times wen Pual or Audrey look to the back, she let go of my hand...

@ Clark Quay Mac.. Photo of us sleeping...

I mean there is nothing dat i can say... I simply juz miss her, somehow... And wil miss her more.. I know i wil get to c her lesser.. I MISS YOU!!!

On Friday, I wen to meet Timothy, Junior, Bridget, Liyan, and some new fren, Wilson, Zen and others at Play.... From 2130, we drink and dance all the way till 3am... Was really tired.. But was reli fun and very high.. It's nice to get to know dem... After dat we walk over to Clark Quay, at the Singapore River, we slack for while, some of dem did some pole dance.. Den we went to the McDonald to eat and drink and relax till 0600 den took a bus home... By the time i reach home was reli shag.... And sleep....

Today, I meet Sun Hao, Sky and Neo at Millions... Neo brought some new fren... They r quite fun pple oso lar, juz dat they dun drink as crazy as us... lolx.... And i shd be goin to Play dis coming Thur wit den... Finally a Thur at Play.. Ladies Nite... And today is HuiBin last day at Millions.... Everybody wans her drank.. Even Jeremy... But in the end she din get drank.. But she reli drank alot... We played ChinaMan, we set a rule saying, anybody in the game drinks, she will have to drink double... wahahaha... Dat's my idea actually... hehe.. Den at 3+, Pual came to pick Audrey, HB and me and wen to Dragon Fly.. Was reli tired... And i'm still sick... It's already 2weeks lor... Haiz.... But we din drank much over there... And we left at 5+.. Oh yea, and a guy says dat I'm cute, and keep drinking with me.. I juz can't understand guys... haha... and Audrey & HB were there laughing and laughing.. haha..

Kkies, I'm reli tired... Gdnite, time to sleep.. :)

And she took my ring again.. She say will give me back if she's not drank.. Cuz it's her last say, every1 wans to make her get drunk.. I told her dat if can reli make her drunk, i dun mind spending $14 to get the ring again.. And interestingly, her reply is "Wow, den we will have a couple ring.." Haiz.. Reali duno wat she is tinking sometime... Hmmm.... But she din get drunk, but oso nvr give me back my ring...

Jul 08 - Feb 09

2009 hearing from Faith 1st entry

In July

I already never go to EnYouth.. I got a new job as a waitress at a restaurant along Circular Road, at Boat Quay, Gyoza no Ohsho.. At there I got to know my bros William Giant, Gavin & Benny and also Janice, Kelly and also others that work at Cuppage..

In August

Started to know all the pub people, the boss, waitresses as I have to deliver food over sometime at night... So I was working at Boat Quay, drinking at Boat Quay... And on 11/8 @ 11+pm, I got to know HuiBin outside Millions..

In September

Now I reach Boat Quay in the morning to work, either work straight till evening or have a break and work till nite... After work, will drink until after midnight then go home and repeat the same thing again... And it's also my birthday, wanted to celebrate it at Millions, but was also Vincent's birthday.. So i had it at The Next Stop.. My bros at work, EY people, Church frens and some drinking frens came.. I was so so drunk that night, but can still remember quite abit of what happened that night.. Thankz for those that took care of me.. And i got to Know Jac.. 10/9 Can't believe I kissed HB infront of everyone.. 25/9 Bought flower for HB 26/9 HB rejected me, I cried until i fall asleep..

In October

I quited working at Gyoza no Ohsho, anyway few days later they close down.. But not the one at Cuppage.. And i have broke a record of 28 continuous night at Boat Quay drinking from 15/9 - 12/10.. Guess I can never brake my this record le... And I was very close to Jac, and we got together.. (can say so lar) HB use Jason to force me away, the more I care about her, the further she is from me.. That why I finally let go.. And also we had a very bad misunderstanding..

In November

I went to Sandra mummy's Wedding at Malaysia, Kluang.. Went I came back, Jac told me everything was too late... She told me that she has a different feeling for RL than me.. And if me & RL will still be friend and also her... I was very very emo.. Thought such things only happen in shows, never thought that it will happen to me.. It really hurt when she is my very very extremely good friend.. But i'm really happy for them.. And also thankz to people who accompany me that time.. Really thankz alot...

In December & January

Day and Night meeting up with The Gang, Hui Bin, Audrey, Pamela, Sky, Neo and also Tammie, Sun Hao, Jason, If, Portia, Nick.. Went out for movie, pool, bowling, singing, drinking, steamboat-ing, suntanning, arcade-ing and many many more.... We everyday drink, drank, drunk...... We spent our Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year all together... And i fall back to Hui Bin, but we were a better friend now.. Even more after we quarrel, coz she feels dat i have fall back on her.. But i made her believe dat i now like somebody else... Sorry dat i lie to U..

In February

The gang is meeting up lesser and lesser.. Maybe because we all didn't want to drink so much.. And all starts to have a new lift.. Audrey started with her new day job, Hui Bin going to start on her day job also.. Sky and Neo busy with school work.. Me also applied for Poly, going back to study.. Wow!! And also it's Valentine, V'day.. Was extremely emo on that day, but other than that, it wasn't that bad lar... And i also met up with Ivinn for a paintball session & follow by BBQ, then also Justina and Marcus for prawning and also Timothy, just to chill and going to Play tomorrow... And I believe more to come... Meet up with everyone soon... Now even seems closer with HB, she not hapi or got anything, she will call me.. 10/2 wen ECP wit her, piggy back her up the underpass.. 11/2 we walk from Bugis to BQ den back to Bugis & all the way to Eunos her house, 2.5hrs @ 3.30am.. I reli love her, but i can't let her noe..

3 LONG WEEKS! ! ! ! !

I'm so tired this few days.. And i'm falling sick.. I have been down at Rab Bar almost everyday for the past 3weeks, atlease 5 or 6days each week, and stay until it close, and some time will even go for supper or to another pub..

I totally Althought it's oni 3wks but it's enough for me to fall in love wit Lynn, things happen & now dat i guess it's time for me to let go.. She's the one who says that she is fine wit guy or gal as long as there is feeling.. She say she like me first, she scare i dun go Rab Bar anymore, she told ppl she got feeling for me, she hug and kiss me, she let me hug her, she feed me... haiz wat is up in her mind???? wat is she thinking..

Especially for last week was worst, the earliest time i slept was at 5am.. And i have been talking alot on the phone, many many hours.. One of the day i even talk from 3.45 to 5.30am, i think i'm goin crazy le... And I'm going to be so so dead when my bill comes.. My mum will sure kill me... DIE!!!

Has been talking to Joey alot alot.. But mostly is abt Lynn.. I still duno y Joey chose to help me, but reli thanks.. Not oni i'm confuse but Joey oso, both of us dunno wat Lynn is thinking and doin anymore.. Is Lynn jealous or envy?? Now that she told me that she is st8 & she got bf dat i noe all along & oso got feelg for some other ppl eg. Mark or even got new target... Den y she jealous/envy wen i'm close to Joey??

And i know that i have been very down and sad over something but i really want to thank my bro(s) and sis(s) that are there for me and accompany me.. Timothy, Wei Jia, Nick, Ben, Brian, Keon, Alan, Ivan, Evelyn, Joey, Christina, Justina..

And i wil nvr forget how much i smoke & drink & get drunk & vomit 4 times.. Wat i'm i doin?? Wat i'm i putting myself into?? Haiz.. I would in a way rather she make up her mind & tell me wat she wans lor.. Be it as she dun like me at all..... hmm, I'm willing to wait if she tells me dat i got chance or even beta if she say to need to settle wit her bf and those who like she.. Rather den now tell me sumtg & doin another...

Haiya, time to wake up and get back to work ah....

Lynn and me.. she's so cute, sweet and at time fierce sia..

me, Lynn(RB), Crystal(EY) & Joey(RB)

Alan(EY) & me

Timothy (EY), Keon (EY), Alan(EY) and Wei Jia(EY)

Evelyn(EY), Crystal(EY), Jessie(EY) & me

Timothy(EY), me, Crystal(EY) & Lilian(EY)

Timothy(EY) & me

And thanks to Timothy, took it when i'm still drunk...

Eeyore cute rite.. and i tink the spec i'm wearing is reli cool.. i chose it one lor.. :p

SC Chalet ! ! !

WTF!!!!!!! FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

I totally dun noe wat to say... OK..

I'm missing her so so much..

I juz got back frm a SC chalet & sch.. & after sending Bridget home..

She said dat I am 1 of her best fren @ this moment.. (With 3 others, 1 dat likes her & 1 dat she found him CUTE)

HAPI, HIGH, SAD, LOSS, PISS, EMO, was all my feeling..

Everybody found her HOT.. She's like THE topic for the boys.. And most of dem noe dat i'm having a BIG CRUSH over her..

And so many thingssssssssssss happen until i lost count of it in juz 3daes...

I got a, few sec, kiss on my right cheek by HER!!! ( although it was a true or DARE, but she was given choices to kiss sum1 else)

We are all having fun, enjoying ourselves and disturbing each others.. Especially the guys are crazy...

She oso told me dat she ever like gals & even tot of being Butch.. (it's a girl sch thing lar huh)

Spoke to alot of dem, found out alot of interesting things..

And everytime wen she was shy or sumtg, she will hide behind me, holding my arm & dancing while leaning on me.. GOODNESS!! I'm so can't take it anymore..

At the chalet, we play, walk to e beach, chat, eat, drink, sleep.. & smoke..

AND, and I, until now, still came believe dat she jump onto me and hug me for few mins in bed.. Dat's... arrhhh... WHAT THE FUCK!!!

I will never ever forget this.. chalet dat we had..

And the Strawberry flavoured Lollipop..

Hmm, my love for you will always be there..

Be Be Your Love

Artist : Rachael Yamagata

Verse 1

If I could take you away

Pretend I was queen

What would you say

Would you think I'm unreal

'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel

Chorus

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Want to be your everything

Everything...

Verse 2

Everything's falling, and I am included in that

Oh, how I try to be just okay

Yeah, but all I ever really wanted

Was a little piece of you

Chorus

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Bridge

Everything will be alright If you just stay the night

Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away

Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away

Chorus

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Chorus

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love for real

Last Line

I want to be your love, love, love

Result(S)

Finally done with ITE...

Nitec in Service Skills (Office)

1st Term

Office Computing - A

Office Organisation - A

Effective Communication - A

Elementary Book-Keeping - A

Thinking Skills - S

Personal & Interpersonal Effectiveness - S

2nd Term

Business Software Applications - A

Office Procedures - A

Effective Writing - B

Book-Keeping - A

Customer Care/Service - S

Career Development & Planning - S

GPA 3.875

Higher Nitec in Accounting

1st Term

Office Applications - -

Business Fundamentals - A

Accounting Fundamentals A

2nd Term

Business Communication - B

Intermediate Accounting - A

Business Statistics - A

3rd Term

Costing - B

Advanced Accounting I - A

Personal Taxation - B

4th Term

Auditing - B

Advanced Accounting II - A

GPA 3.586

And i'm now offered by Temasek Polytechnic - Hospitality and Tourism Management.. But it's reli not my cup of tea.. There were 5 choices.. I put 1st to 4th all Accountancy, Accountancy & Finance, Accounting & Finance from, TP, NP, NYP & SP... Y muz i get into my 5th choice... Arh...... All sch dun wan me for Accounts, why????? It's not fun at all lor... Headache... How??

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April fool...

My father is finally home today since he got stroke on the first day of Chinese New Year, 7 Feb, due to a blood vessel burst in his right brain..

And for the past few days, was juz packing and cleaning my room..

da'ts my com, i sat there many many hours....

dat's where all my thgs are...

and now my bed...

and my wardrobe..

So yea, dat's my room.. So green, white and black huh... I like...

Am so so reli damn bored... Arhh..

And Riverz had a gathering @ Grapevine at 8pm.. I got up the bus and saw Shaon and he's meeting Eunice first den we went there together.. So pple who came were Sujeeta, Kristen, Lydia, Eunice, Marilyn, Ruo Ling, Bernard, Elisha, Shaon and me.. We oso celebrated Shaon's, Kristen's & Lydia's b'dae together.. But the funniest thing is dat Eunice forgotten and askes Lydia to buy the cake, how smart huh... We left ard 10+pm.. It's afterall a great gathering...

Lydia and me..

Love Crucified Arose

Its' Easter Sunday again...

And this is a performance by Riverz

@ GTC (Glad Tidings Church)

1st Service

2nd Service

My LAST SC camp..

It's my last SC camp le... So fast, i'm done with ITE, 3 years juz passed like dat.. For this camp, Camp incharge is the 17th Exco.. And the 16th are juz the mentor...

In my group, we called ourselves "Fingers"

And here's our cheer

" Meet the Fingers,

Har,

Don't mess with us, cause,

We, will win the war, (X3)

One more time, cause,

We, will win the war. (X3)"

Ruziana, Farhana, Amy, Faith, Alvin, Aik Keong, Zul And in the camp, oso get to know a group of probation eapecially the 6 of dem from TPC...

Bridget & me!!

She is so so cute.....

And the others in the camp..

I would say dat the camp was great and enjoyable... Great job to the 17th Exco.. With the limited time to come up with this wonderful camp...