2010 hearing from Faith 3rd entry
From now on, we will be friends.. I will try to let go.. It's time to do so.. The rest will all be memories..
9 Feb - I know you at chalet, i was abit drunk, so high.. I even say some funny things.. lolx.. Wat a way to know u..
25 Feb - My gay fren came to tell me dat someone say i very cute, kept asking if i goin Play 2nite.. Den at nite @Play, i realise it was u, but i was high again.. I got to know u again, dance wit u & got number from u..
5 Mar - First time meeting u out, wit another fren, shop at Ion, and den chill & bitch around.. Den wen to find gay frens to chill again at Playground..
6 Mar - Meet u again wit frens, at nite wen Play wit gay frens.. First time i kiss u, u tell me dat u dun fling, so how?? I was abit high again.. I ask u to b my first gf, u tell me to date first.. One of my most happy day dat i will nvr forget..
7 Mar - By afternoon i still haven't sleep, u was goin out to meet ur fren, u text me, calling me Baby, go sleep den! first time calling me baby..
8 Mar - U suppose to wake up at 4.30am.. I still haven't sleep, sent u a morning msg.. Text u all the way till 7am wen u start work, den i sleep.. Woke up at 12+, from Hougang wen down to Lower Kent Ridge Road at 3pm to surprise u, pick u off work, send u home @Woodland.. Den watch a movie on ur lappy, u were tired, u took a nap, den we head to CWP for dinner and waited for bus wit u.. U told me alot of things, one thing i like abt u is u are truthful to me..
9 Mar - I drank until quite high, 5+ i wen home i still text u.. Knowing dat u are preparing to go work.. 5.40am u text me a long msg, started wit 'Hi baby, faster go back rest' and u tell me to b fren first, to know each other better.. And ask me to pls reply.. I tink u were cute to ask a drunk person to reply.. Replying halfway i fall aslp.. u called me b4 u started work, i rmb, but i duno wat we said.. Afternn i woke up, got more and more emo, tink abt it feel like tearing.. Wen to cut my hair.. Nick tried to b funny, wen to call u juz to let me listen to ur voice.. Sorry dat i lie to u dat i wasn't wit Nick.. The oni time i lied to u.. Wanted to pierce my tongue oso, but wen down too late.. And she say my tongue short sia.. lolx..
10 Mar - Wen to bugis, knowing she also goin to bugis.. Waited juz to bump into her.. Den she wen to tatoo.. And i got my tongue pierce dat day oso..
12 Mar - I din msg her the whole of 11 Mar, she finially msg me first at 4.44pm.. OMG, fuck happy sia..
14 Mar - First time officially dating her out.. But after dat later on still join her frens.. After she's home, i was at fren's b'dae party, kinda quarrel wit her over msg.. I cried, lucky Angeline and Millie were there.. =)
15 Mar - We meet to talk things out.. Things back to normal.. Was shock dat u know dat the 2msg not i type one.. After dat i type a super long msg to tell u how i feel..
16 Mar - U end work at 9pm, u had fever.. i kinda worried..
18 Mar - U got diarrhea after we had seafood on Sun.. Den at nite, u see doctor, told me u got mild lung infection.. Make me worried sia.. I was at Play, and i miss u, i called u..
19 Mar - after Play, i stay at Maxwell, make myself awake to give u morning call..
20 Mar - wen Taboo to drink wit Ben, Pris & Sze Qi.. Still can ta bao for u.. lolx.. Den we dance.. U can still sleep on my shoulder for half an hr in Play.. Den we go Maxwell eat b4 i sent u home..
24 Mar - I wen all the to CCK Polyclinic to see doctor, juz wanting to c u.. But wen i saw u, i dun dare to call u.. How dumb can i b rite.. Den wen i text u, u told me y din told u earlier.. Den u can accompany me.. The more dumb i felt.. haha.. At nite i wen to Play L4D, talk to u on fb, u call me lousy pork.. I say u skinny pork.. I still tell u Pork ♥ Skinny Pork.. hahaha..
25 Mar - Angeline told me she meeting Jie Lun at Woodland, i so happy, an excuse to go find u.. I still try to c if i can bump into u in train, but in the end nope, waited for u at Woodland.. And den u wen home change and came meet me for dinner.. After dat i still sent u home b4 i wen Play for Tarot Card reading..
26 Mar - Today we celebrated Ben's b'dae, u told me u working, but ended up u nvr go work, u oso nvr come.. Den i text u half way u no reply.. I was emo again.. Reach home saw dat u were still commenting on fb at 1+ 2am, but i din reply to my msg at abt 1am..
27 Mar - Took it as nothing happened, still can text u asking if u fall aslp while we texting, u say yea.. Den okie lor.. At nite, we wen to Taboo to drink and den wen Play.. Dis time everyone where so drunk.. I oni rmb parts of it.. I duno how we wen back to Play.. We were at dancefloor, den we wen Maxwell to eat.. Wen back to dancefloor, wen smoke and things happened.. And u gave me 2 love bites.. But after dat u saw someone and we left.. I sent u home st8.. But ur msg was sweet.. Although no baby dis time but u text 'Hey b'.. And i drop at woodland too.. haha.. Not enough cash.. Was at woodland from 3-6am.. den took a bus home.. How nice.. How smart.. haha..
28 Mar - U having hangover still wen to work till late.. While u walking home alone, so late at nite, from Woodland u called me.. I'm so happy..
30 Mar - I ask if u meeting to tmr, yes or yes?? haha.. U ask me to cook Macaroni Cheese and Mushroom Soup for u.. I was stress for awhile.. Den u say too troublesome, meet u for dinner wit ur sis instead..
31 Mar - Meeting u at Orchard.. But i search for 2train to find u in the train.. haha.. Den was shopping and dinner wit ur sis.. So nice.. =)
1 Apr - U wanted to go Singapore Museum, i wen to check all the details.. And ask u to go.. U den Play an April Fool joke on me, ask me if i wan to b ur darling for 2nite.. Knowing dat it's April Fool day, i still ganna trick.. dotx.. And u reply HAPPY APRIL FOOL BITCH!! I duno which one is ur fren sent one.. But i dun feel any good.. Den saw u at Play, u wit ur frens.. And at 4.52am u sent me dat text.. I saw the first line i dun wan to read it anymore.. After afew mins, i still have to read it.. Den i wen to Angeline, i hug her and i juz broke down and cried.. Dis the first time Angeline see me like dat..
2 Apr - I was so sad.. I din go White Party, wen to Vivo to sell my ticket to my fren's fren.. Den walk from Vivo to Boomarang, 2hrs of walking, felt damn shiok..
3 Apr - I wen Play wit a b'dae boy.. U were oso there.. I tried to smile the whole nite.. I dun wan u to feel guilty, i wan u to enjoy ur nite.. I felt so tired not bcuz i have not enough slp, not bcuz of drinking too much, not bcuz of dancing too much.. But bcuz of trying to smile so much, trying to b okie infront of u..
8 Apr - Saw u at Play wit her.. Everything is so over..
9 Apr - Finally find dat courage to text u and let's b fren again.. I will work hard toward dat.. I will b find.. Faith, time to move on.. All dis will be memories from dis moment onward.. Doreen Ho, u will always b someone to me..
