Meet up wit The Gang..

2009 hearing from Faith 17th entry

Yesterday went down to Millions to meet The Gang.. Sun Hao, Tammie, Sky & Neo were there, Pam was working.. We sing, eat, play cards, drink & drink & more drink.... Oh yea, and we were crazily taking photos... Thankz to Neo and his crazy idea... hb suppose to come.. but she stay in the office to finish up her work till like 2am.. miss her..

See, we are juz a bunch of crazy people... All the photo the anger was juz rite.. Wahahaha... It's juz the anger, none of us really kiss each other, so dun tink other wise.. And i simply juz love every single of them.. lolx..

2009 hearing from Faith 16th entry

Yesterday i was very sian.. So no mood.. Whole day at home.. Oni until at nite hb called, she wanted to go drink.. Den i went to Simei East Point to wait for hb and wen down to Millions to drink.. We wanted to drink 1jug and take the last train back.. haha.. But in the end hb left first.. On the way to Millions, hb even off her phone, so dat she dun need to entertain other guys.. But drinking halfway, one still appear.. Sian.. Turn off again.. Den hb even left wit another customer cuz dun wan dat guy to send her back..
Den Jax was around, we went to Blue Blazze to drink a jug and den to Dolphin to drink another jug.. Den Jax saw a fren and we join him and finish a bottle of Martell.. After dat high sia.. Oh yea, and hb even gave me $10 to take cab home.. And later on she msg me saying "darlin.. so sorry.." After knowing her 7months 1hr, dis i the first time she msg me darlin.. and hb say SORRY leh... so not her..

Simply F***ing turn off..

2oo9 hearing from Faith 15th entry

On Mon, the whole day was at Tim's place with Junior & Lee Yan while Bridget went to school.. Den Bridget came very late.. At almost midnight, i went over to Tammie's new home and we walk over to AMK central to eat supper... Den oso went over to her place to chat for awhile.. Den i walk back to Tim's place..

Yesterday, hb's off day.. But she went to court in the afternoon due to something at work.. After dat she called me, ask me to eat with her, so i ask her to come to AMK.. At first she complaining that it's so far, but in the end she still came.. lolx... Den a fren of hers came to join us later on oso.. After dat we 3 went to AMK Hub to watch movie, Watchman.. The show is f***ing 2Hours 40Mins.. It's so so boring.. Watch halfway already feel like leaving.. After dat found out dat hb oso tink dat the show is so bored.. Should left much earlier.. After dat we all went home... During the show, abt an hr, i saw dat guy hold her hand & den even hug her.. Dat fucking guy is not even cute lar.. fucking hell... I actually dun even noe wat the show says anymore.. I totally turn off, shut down.. Simply no words can explain how i feel anymore.. I even felt dat my tears r dropping anytime.. I'm not even watching a sad show lor.. After the show i muz still act like nothing happens.. Haix.. So fuck up.. Can burst anytime..

Below some photo taken at Tim's place..

2009 hearing from Faith 14th entry

Yesturday, I actually ask hb to wake me up wen she ends work, but 4+ she already call me.. She dun seems to be in the mood, and so i'm meeting her at Bugis @ 8pm den maybe goin to bq.. Den i was still at Tim's place, so we went to buy food to eat first.. After dat i left and wen home to shower and change.. Den i pack a bag of clothes and went back to Tim's place, i drop it there and went to meet hb.. We smoke and den went to Bugis Jumction, the basement, to get some food.. At there, hb was holding me hand, den she ask, wat if Bebe saw her holding my hand.. I look at her and i let go of my hand, i told her dis is wat i will do... lolx...
Den we walk to bq, Millions, meet Sky there at 10pm to drink.. We drink, sing and smoke the whole nite.. We had 2buckets of Asahi.. Oh yea, Audrey and Wilson drop by too and we played Chinaman.. After dat i went over to Tim's place..

Closing Party @ PLAY!!

2009 hearing from Faith 13th entry

Yesturday was the closing party for PLAY.. They are goin to renovate and reopen in April.. Before i went to meet dem, the whole day i was at home.. Until 8+ den they told me to meet at 9.15pm outside Play.. But b4 i left, hb online.. In the end chat with her till 9+, she even wan me to eat wit her, but too far & i'm reli late.. I ask her go Maxwell eat oso dun wan.. How i wish i can meet her..

But b4 i go to Play, on the way, i drop at Clark Quay, wen to Blue Blazze to smoke wit Bebe first.. Den i took a bus to Play.. At Play we were all first had a bottle of Vodka, den we were dancing all nite, we all so crazy.. Oh yea, got to know a gal.. At first was at a corner of the club alone while all very to get drink and smoke.. And the girl was oso there alone, with some fren around the area.. Den later on when my frens came back, we went up the stage to dance and the same girl with her frens oso came to the stage to dance.. haha... And almost all of us got the Play t-shirt..

After clubbing, we walk to Clark Quay Mac, but the whole place was full... In the end we all walk until Orchard dat Mac, so tired.. We eat until morning den we took train and i wen to Tim's place... Den i msg hb, ask her to wake up.. But suddenly i scared dat i have been contact her too much dat she will avoid me or something again.. I'm not goin to let dat happen again.. Tell i told her dat i found out dat Bebe got bf again, and ytd, even though i was late, i still very to smoke with Bebe first..

Here are some photo of us @ PLAY..

And she said dat i bcuz of cb.. anything can be done.. ask me go company her eat cannot.. Wah, i saw dat msg, i feel so hot lor.. I immedially reply her a msg, in 5mins, i send another one... Den she reply saying okay lah, asking me not to be angry..

Nite out wit THE Gang..

2009 hearing from Faith 12th entry

I purposely woke up at 2-3pm, wanted to go down East Point to see 羅志祥 wit hb.. But i msg her & she nvr reply until almost 7pm..

I woke up and saw Audrey's msg, saying to meet at Hereen at 6.30pm to watch Neo singing for a competition in the semi-final.. I went down, Neo, Neo's friend, Sky, Audrey and a new fren Leon was there.. And juz nice, it's Neo's turn.. There were a total of 16 of them, 8 r goin in to the final and NEO IS INTO THE FINAL.. wohoo!! haha... Anyway, while waiting for the result, Sky, Audrey, Leon & me went over to cine to play 1hr of Left4Dead, halfway, HuiBin came.. After the result, we all went to Bugis to eat steamboat.. Unlimited Food and Drinks, yeah!! We were all so so the very hungry, already 10+ lor.. We juz simply took all the food, and dump all into the pot.. wahahaha... But din really eat alot until very full lar, mayb already over hungry..

THE Gang!!

After dat, HuiBin left as she forget to bring her key and she's working in the morning.. The rest of us suppose to go for our intoxication @ dbl o, but in the end we juz wan to L4D.. We went all out hunting for place to play.. We first went to Meridien to River Valley to Selegie and den back to Meridien.. We finally gave up, everywhere were juz too packed.. Haiz.. We were like saying 'for once, 有钱没地方花!!' lolx....

Den Audrey & Leon went home sweet home.. Sky, Neo & me notice that there was an accident & jam along the way where we go home.. As having to stuck in the jam, we rather go Millions have a drink.. We went down and saw Portia there.. :) It's been quite awhile since i last saw her.. I over went over to Blue Blazze to find Bebe.. Saw dat she were quite high and she seem unhappy, like have some quarrel with some guy or something.. Sigh.. Den she gave me a hug, ask me to go back Millions first, she will call me after she end work.. So i went back.. But for the whole of next one hour plus, i simply waiting and looking at my phone every few mins and making sure dat my phone got reception.. Den we were leaving and she still din call.. So i called, but oni get to some words and she hang up.. Din ever noe wat she talking.. Wow!! So i called the sis, Jannet to found out that they are goin to eat with some of their customer and den goin home.. Haiz.. wat can i say.. FINE!! At 7+ i gave hb morning call, cuz i saw dat she was on fb at 2+.. Juz making sure dat she wakes up.. b4 i slp at 8+ i can still msg her saying 'gdmorning!! nitey nite.. *yawn yawn* Zzzzz....' lolx.. :)

Back to study..

2009 hearing from Faith 11th entry

I finally got into Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Accountancy.. I kind of not having much feeling about it.. hmmm... I'm abit scared and worried lar, didn't study for one whole year le.. And i know many of my friends were all in Ngee Ann, they got in last year.. I'm going to get to see them again, everyday.. Other than that i really don't know leh.. haiz... Time to start thinking... But what to think about?? hb was first & oni person i kol & told, but she was wit bf, tok awhile den hang up le.. She say wil kol me back, but she din.. Asusual lar..

2009 hearing from Faith 10th entry

Yesterday i finally went out of my house... I didn't go out since i reach home on Sunday morning.. Was all the way rotting at home.. haha.. I woke up at like 5pm (hehe) as i was just sitting infront of my computer, Hui Bin called and ask me to go drink and meeting 8pm at Millions.. Rain & Pam drank alot, both were quite high le.. Eric's cousin asking if hb & me r tgt, I oni can say dat she got bf.. But she ask dat i like her rite.. Haiya.. Actually Eric & cousin was the first group i know in Millions, oso bcuz of hb..

In the end i was still like abit.. wahaha.. So we 2 had a jug at Millions.. Eric & his cousin was also there, so long didn't see them.. At about 10pm, Bin & me went over to 10th Dimension.. At 11pm she left.. Then i went back to Millions to join Eric they all.. Then i waited for Pam & Rain to end work and we went over to Jet1, then Stacey also came along.. Oh yea, and i saw Vicki outside Beer Belly, she just put on a tatoo on her left arm few days ago.. Quite a big one, but only got outline for now, haven't put on colour.. Hmmm... Anyway, we drank until almost 5am then share a cab back.. And yea, now my leg got 3 red dot... hb pinch really pain sia... First one was at Millions wen i took up 2seats & dun let her sit @ Eric's table.. Other 2 was at 10th Dimension.. So pain sia...

Now am so tired, time to sleep.. Later still have to check my Poly application result.. hmmm...

《如歌的十一月》 閻韋伶 - 傻孩子

2009 hearing from Faith 9th entry

閻韋伶 - 傻孩子

作曲：宋世堯 填詞：宋世堯 編曲：涂惠源.黃洋　監製：涂惠源

看著你無暇的表情　我猜不透真實你的心
我一直冷靜卻還是走不出這秘密　好孤寂
我開始失去了勇氣　而你卻好像在遊戲
我假裝清醒看清你的心　終於我選擇了離去
你像個孩子一樣的被我看穿　在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣　一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後　我選擇　分開

我開始失去了勇氣　而你卻好像在遊戲
我假裝清醒看清你的心　終於我選擇了離去
你像個孩子一樣的被我看穿　在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣　一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後　我選擇　分開

你像個孩子一樣的被我看穿　在你面前我試著隱瞞
所有過去全都變成傷害
我像個傻子一樣的被你出賣　一字一句都要我承擔
到了最後　我選擇　分開

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我在之前就已经看过了好几次，但是我刚才看的时候，我听着她说 '但我不会后悔 我曾经喜欢过你 我爱你'，还有她唱的时候的歌词，我哭了。突然间我想了很多东西。我知道 我也不会后悔 我喜欢过你，但我直到现在 我还是爱你的。放不下就是放不下。我又能怎样呢？

2009 hearing from Faith 8th entry

Yesterday nite i went to Causeway Point to get something.. After dat Tammie called, wanted to go out, but got no where to go to... Then I called Hui Bin, but she din want to go out as it was raining and she is working in the morning... Instead she say go to her place to relax or drink if we wan to... In the end, Tammie decided to stay home to pack her thing as she is moving house next week.. And I went over to hb's house at almost 2300.. At Eunos, i got me dinner & whole bottle of green tea and hb came to pick me up as it was still raining.. At her house, we watch tv.. And she eat my dinner.. Thankz lor... She told me dat she has eaten her dinner, ask me go get mine.. Den oni reaching her place den she say dat she's hungry.. wth.. haha.. I was there until almost 0300, her mum came out afew time, asking her to go sleep, later tmr cannot wake up for work.. And even ask me to go home so dat hb can sleep... So pai seh lor... I'm so hapi dat i found the ring.. hehe.. like finally.. And she saw me wearing.. And i finally met her after 7 days, but i'm missing her again.. : )

After dat, i went down to bq to meet my other frens at Amber 21... Den i oso wen over to Millions, Aud & Pam were working... At Amber, we drink still 0600, den wen to McDonald to eat b4 we went home.. Was so so tired...